Trapped?

Can't leave the house because of the pain.
Don't wanna know what causes it,
because I am afraid for the consequences.

Even writing this sort-off hurts.
I want it to be over, but then again...
To be over I need to know what it is.
Of witch I'm afraid.

Dropping things because you don't have the strength in or control over your hands.
Stepping on things, tripping over things.
All because of [please fill in if you know it]

Blue October - Ugly Side

I must have sneezed
On knees I freeze
I mean I just choked up
Somehow I slept
I dream, I mean
I dreamt of nothing
Able to breathe
A sweet relief
Now that you're here with me
A northern degree
Dove into me
Now I'm recovering

(Chorus)
I only want you to see
My favorite part of me
And not my ugly side
Not my ugly side

Hook up a C.B. Wave a way
For conversation flow
I'm shoved in your cave, to wage this rage
Don't let me go
A kick and a scream is all that seems
To mean a lot thus far
I won't let you on my stage, my page
You can't know
Yet you have to know

(Chorus)

So calm... and now it's dark
I look for you to light my heart
I'm in between the moon and where you are
I know... I can't be far

Do I belong?

I do belong.
I belong to her!
I am in love with her.

She is mine
mine forever
forever and always.

She's the answer
the answer to my prayers
even tho I don't pray

She's my sunshine
my laughter, my life
She's my everything

OnInspiratie

Het werd hoog tijd dat ik weer eens iets ging schrijven.
Veel gezien
veel gehoord
veel gedaan
veel gebeurt
veel oninspiratie?

Bestaat dat? Oninspiratie...
Leuk woord. Ook al is de betekenis vrij negatief.

Nogsteeds.
Zit vol met van alles. Heel veel dingen!
Wat nu te doen
wat wel te doen
wat niet te doen

Wat wil ik
wat kan ik
wat kan ik niet
wat doe ik

Misschien kan ik door middel van schrijven erachter komen wat ik wil en wat ik vooral niet wil.

IK ZIE WEL